sean

sayehy@gmail.com — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 08:34:42 GMT

Once in a while I give a comment that hadn't undergone any prior thought process Which I thought is quite a smart observation upon chewing on it.

So this grindr was remarking ( facetiously perhaps) that being single in a way is good because one wouldn't have to report to anybody. I really don't understand why these ppl readily assume that single ppl need to be assured how bad relationships can be.

So I sorta retorted that reporting is only a bad thing if one has things to hide. If not it will just be like blogging or writing a diary daily isn't it? Ya I felt so smart saying that. Of cos I need to make it sound like everything can be so simple n fun in a relationship.

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Time n again

sayehy@gmail.com — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 11:28:57 GMT

And they all pretend they're Orphans
And their memory's like a train
You can see it getting smaller as it pulls
Well, things are pretty lousy for a calendar girl
The boys just dive right off the cars
And splash into the streets
And when she's on a roll she pulls a razor
From her boot and a thousand
Pigeons fall around her feet
So put a candle in the window
And a kiss upon his lips
Till the dish outside the window fills with rain
Just like a stranger with the weeds in your heart
And pay the fiddler off till I come back again

And it's Time Time Time
And it's Time Time Time
And it's Time Time Time
That you love
And it's Time Time Time

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Epiphany

sayehy@gmail.com — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 04:19:43 GMT

Its like wearing a butt plug--having constipation. Not like I have worn one before, but probably feels like the same??

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sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 04:07:53 GMT

I am so so sad. The 25 yo I met from grindr lost his virginity to someone else and not me.

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sayehy@gmail.com — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 07:21:24 GMT

First time I told my mom that I am not a factory. Maybe next time will be telling her what I am.

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sayehy@gmail.com — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:54:38 GMT

Arghh I can't take it. This 34 yo is telling me abt the best fuck of his life with this cute army boi w no attitude. I can't remember anything that feels like the best fuck of my life!!

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sayehy@gmail.com — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 01:26:15 GMT

Another new female colleague. Knn.

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cousin

sayehy@gmail.com — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 06:23:46 GMT

my heart made a jump when i saw that someone posted "your birthday is never quiet since u met HIM!" on my cousin's wall. i was going to celebrate this delightful piece of news when i remembered that my cousin serves as a pastor at a church....

classic chinese lyrics

sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 03:40:07 GMT

一生守候

等待著你等待你慢慢的靠近我
陪著我長長的夜到盡頭讓我獨自守候
等待著你等待你默默的凝望著我
告訴我你的未來屬於我除了我別無所求
我知道這一生我只為你執著
管別人心怎麼想眼怎麼看話怎麼說
我知道這一生我只為你守候
我對你情那麼深意那麼濃愛那麼多
等待著你等待你輕拉我的手
陪著我長長的路慢慢走一直到天長地久
等待著你等待你緊緊擁抱著我
告訴我你的心裡只有我除了我別無選擇
我知道一生我只為你執著
不管它喜還是悲苦還是甜
對還是錯我知道一生我只為你守候
我對你情那麼深意那麼濃愛那麼多
等待著你等待你緊緊擁抱著我
告訴我你的心裡只有我永遠愛我
等待著你~

sayehy@gmail.com — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:59:17 GMT

Saw this kid Smoothing out the creases on his bf's rolled up sleeves while the latter is occupied with an iPod which they are both sharing. Can't decide if it is too much affection in the public for me but guess it would be a sweeter scene if they are cuter. 

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Mrt heaven

sayehy@gmail.com — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 00:53:55 GMT

Hmm three cuties in the same carriage today. This must be mrt heaven.

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happy birthday to me, and i should be married by now

sayehy@gmail.com — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 07:50:01 GMT

dad just txt me happy bday, adding at the back "just so that u know, your mom and i were married at 28"

feeling so sad suddenly, for both of us.

can they just realise that they cannot hope for all things on their children. that will make the children, and themselves, so much happier.

sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 11:57:41 GMT

Why is it so easy to feel depressed over something so trivial. Either I am not as enlightened as I think I am or it is not trivial. Or maybe I just need a vacation.

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Putting out and off

sayehy@gmail.com — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 11:11:41 GMT

Isn't it quite sian when u thought that this guy is v interested to know u and suddenly he can't stop talking abt sex and making love to u ......

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Iwish

sayehy@gmail.com — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 07:50:12 GMT

Before I knew it, I had the two things I was pining for so hard in April-iPhone 3gs and the new entrance at srgn mrt.

But having them at different times from when your desires first arose doesn't quite give you the same satisfaction.

It's like u still want the items but u dun desire them anymore. Hmm does that make sense. Or for certain things, u may not even want them anymore. Like a child, desires can be very capricious too.

I wonder if 21 wants me now will I still want him as much or at all?

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iPhone 3gs rocks!

sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 00:55:33 GMT

That is if u bring out ur charger to work. If not just a 25 min of surfing on train will drain any ten percent of the batt. Ok nothing to blog actually just having fun with the lj application and looking v busy on the train

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純情

sayehy@gmail.com — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:53:07 GMT

Rediscovering a song by Faye. The lyrics reflect the present day dating scene so well.

純情

忘掉了愛你的感覺天天相聚天天玩樂
我竟不發覺幸福寄托來自吃喝與揮霍
寧願到那天邊海角不必生活在大銀幕
然後只得你和只得我
如像最美滿主角（無論世界怎講都不發覺）
* 為何沒法重拾那些簡單的戀愛
是否那些純真歲月都不再
# 誰讓我一生都開心快樂繼續純情
誰又可保證吻一生不歇M醒
誰又楣略戙u初戀那樣那樣純情
誰人願意去聽誰想多聽現代愛情＋
情慾裡有太多恩怨想戀失戀多麼混亂
本不應再怨但偏要怨還在計較那虧損
其實各有各的打算可惜關係未斷還斷
寧願只得你和只得我無謂有太多挑選

series of insignificant events

sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 02:31:48 GMT

sis said she is seeing a married man.

trying not to buy any cigarettes this week. hmm maybe make that today

collecting new spects over lunch

b4 that, Ian said his boss wants me to expand the section on EHS, at 9.30am, b4 i could have my breakfast. i shouted at him, no one will want to read your STUPID FLUFF! how's that for a cc specialist.

listened to "against all odds", why dun they blast this song at the clubs like they do "i will survive"? I WISH I COULD MAKE U TURN ARD, TURN ARD TO SEE ME CRY. that will make guyliner run like rivers on the dancefloor.

i look at clara, and wish i will never experience the kind of heartache she had/is having?

think my sis needs to go through experential learning for a year, b4 i shake her into her senses.

last night proved to me that there are cute and straight salsa learners. hmmm he smelled good when he did a spin.

some army kid tried to ask me out over msn. i said sure, and then that I will brb, but never got back to him. is that quite mean, considering that I wish someone could TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT ME NOW. hmm....he is actually quite cute, but....

i screamed at my mom when she insisted on making bread using organic high protein flour instead of organic multigrain flour. A son is a son, gay or straight. No?

sayehy@gmail.com — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:11:46 GMT

pretty excited about friday's pandemic flu drill cos we get to "work" from home.

so i am going to wake up even earlier than i normally do for work, go for a jog to seletar reservoir, catch whatever's left of the sunrise, and remind myself that life is fucking gorgeous.

then head home, breakfast, check email, and then nap. lol

i will skip cruising at the pool cos even tanning is just too hot in the weather these days.

hmm gym then? there might be some

then meet Ian and the designers. ughhh why am i even still going to harboufront on pandemic day????

boulevard of eternal dreams

sayehy@gmail.com — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:51:30 GMT

somehow this line stuck in my head.

"i want to wake up in someone's arm"

it's probably not considered early for 18 and 19 year olds to start having this yearnings, but somehow thought if they are really dead serious about settling down, doesnt starting early means they suffer early as well?

i mean, there are so many gay people having breakups even at the age of 40yo or higher, and routinely going through the whole rituals of mourning and pining. so isnt it better to WANT TO settle only when you older, let's say, 28 yo, and hence save yourself a few years of waking up only in your own sweat and wondering when it will all change.

in case you may be thinking, wa lau eh another looserish entry, i am only wondering for other people's sake. i wake up every morning well rested from a good night sleep and looking forward to a day's challenge at work. LOL

puchhie

sayehy@gmail.com — Sun, 31 May 2009 16:09:08 GMT

he F. says: (00:10:44)
wah so cute
the F. says: (00:10:47)
the aviators fit u
say says: (00:11:11)
really
say says: (00:11:14)
i put it for fun
say says: (00:11:18)
not poser meh ahaha
the F. says: (00:11:26)
yeah it's nice with short crop hair and shades
the F. says: (00:11:43)
puhleaaaze, we are ming xings. our job is to pose

lol

彼岸花

sayehy@gmail.com — Fri, 29 May 2009 03:07:29 GMT

看见的熄灭了
消失的记住了
我站在海角天涯
听见土壤萌芽
等待昙花再开
把芬芳留给年华
彼岸没有灯塔
我依然张望着
天黑刷白了头发
紧握着我火把
后来我对自己说
我不害怕我很爱他

sayehy@gmail.com — Thu, 28 May 2009 15:41:42 GMT

a cycle completed
the incomplete moves on

sayehy@gmail.com — Thu, 28 May 2009 15:33:42 GMT

how, when the night is silent
but the mind is fervent
and the heart is full
the soul, hollow.

so the soul sat dead still
willing the heart to quieten
the mind to numb
the long night, endure, that's how.

life

sayehy@gmail.com — Tue, 26 May 2009 07:28:24 GMT

life is beautiful, and agonising, and beautiful, and agonising...